build me up… buttercup

August 18, 2008 at 6:40 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

I came across something very interesting today. Half by accident, half intentionally… weird, I know. I really expected that when this “something” (it was a myspace profile, btw) loaded that I would be really upset and torn apart. My heart pounded and my palms started sweating as I anticipated the photos I knew were about to stare me in the face. And when they did, I felt this incredible overwhelming sense of peace and sheer happiness.

And then I realized… it’s done! It’s gone! The pain of my past is completely healed, and I don’t even have a scar, :-) . Instead I felt so much joy for the people in the photos, but even more for myself. I am in a wonderfully fulfilling relationship that I am so confident and (finally!) HAPPY in!

I wasn’t jealous, envious, angry or bitter. Instead it was as if the people were strangers, and I suppose they are. It’s so nice to let things go, it’s sooo nice to be loved…

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